Why Depend?

Why do I always depend
on the so called best friend?
When I know I can ascend
without his intend.

First I have to bend
and request him to lend
to which he would pretend
that his help he would extend.

And then I feel contend
my needs he will attend
but in the end
it is impend
I have to defend
to his condescend

Still in order to blend
with the current trend
feelings I have to mend
and problems I have to wend

Rachana Khushal Visaria